This is me catching up on blogging... so this is from my memory of what I might have written this particular Monday. I do specifically remember my husband asking me why I hadn't written it yet, and I remember telling him I would have nothing to write since I hadn't really been in the word or in communion with the Lord.
But even though I am not feeling close to Him, He is ALWAYS faithful to put a song in my heart...
I know Lord that I ask for You to draw me close and I know that You will NEVER let me go, but when it comes to me laying things down that get it the way I REALLY STINK!!!! I will do it over and over again for You God, but I don't want to HAVE to do it again, I want to BE DONE WITH IT!
I know You are the best friend I will EVER have, but I don't call on You enough and I am ashamed of myself in Your presence! I want to desire You and Your Word MORE than ANYTHING else in life! NOTHING and NO ONE else does it for me Lord but You. I try to put things in Your place still and I DON'T WANT TO.
YOU'RE ALL I WANT! YOU'RE ALL I NEED!! Help me stay close to You this time Jesus! Empower me, humble me, stretch me, and form me into something worthy of Your name!
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I just finished up a post about how we seem to lay aside spending time with the Lord during the summer. Come check it out and see what I have planned for July to help keep our focus on above!!!
http://learntolove-lovetolearn.blogspot.com/2009/06/blogger-bible-study-and-give-away.html
I don't know how to add a link, kept check in to see where I would do that,,LOL...
Loved your post, just think Carolyn,,you DO keep giving it over and over....it WILL never be an end to it sweetie...not till we stand before Him..until than, we continue to lay our lives down each and every day, giving up the flesh's desire for God's desire and will for our lives...((hugs))
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