This is me catching up on blogging... so this is from my memory of what I might have written this particular Monday. I do specifically remember my husband asking me why I hadn't written it yet, and I remember telling him I would have nothing to write since I hadn't really been in the word or in communion with the Lord.
But even though I am not feeling close to Him, He is ALWAYS faithful to put a song in my heart...
I know Lord that I ask for You to draw me close and I know that You will NEVER let me go, but when it comes to me laying things down that get it the way I REALLY STINK!!!! I will do it over and over again for You God, but I don't want to HAVE to do it again, I want to BE DONE WITH IT!
I know You are the best friend I will EVER have, but I don't call on You enough and I am ashamed of myself in Your presence! I want to desire You and Your Word MORE than ANYTHING else in life! NOTHING and NO ONE else does it for me Lord but You. I try to put things in Your place still and I DON'T WANT TO.
YOU'RE ALL I WANT! YOU'RE ALL I NEED!! Help me stay close to You this time Jesus! Empower me, humble me, stretch me, and form me into something worthy of Your name!